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Friday, May 30, 2008 Y

`finally nightmare is over, my loves.

alright folks...
marketing nightmare is over!
i make it and pull it through those long nights!
3 more ICAs.
like damm...

ohh well,
things went so-VERY wrong today.
first i got out of house an hour early cause i thought lecture starts at 12pm.
next caro called and told me lecture is at 1pm instead of 12pm.
however, some stuborn parts of me thought that her words wasnt that convincing enough!
and i insist that lecture is at 12pm!
thus she asked me to go home and look at the timetable.
so i went home READ the timetable and...
TADA! LECTURE is at 1PM

folks, you think its the end of story?
HEAVEN NO!
hahahs.
there's a BF lecture today after a hour plus break.
then i realise that...
some parts of my brain knew there were BF lecture..
while...
some parts of my brain had forgotten to ask the whole brain to bring the lecture notes.
damm dumb alright!
EVERYTHING IS SOO WRONG TODAY!

alright, normal things now kays folks?
haircut tml =))
if everything doesnt goes well..
i'm soo gona 'love' that hair dresser and spread 'positive-word-of-mouth' for them =))
shopping on sunday.
too many things to be done with too little time..
as half of the time is spent on whining here.
so you get that?

and lastly..
lots of people i wana thanks for helping me in mm..
people like twitsis, 'nelson', jayis, py, wanyan and myself!
=))

bye bye!

* i'm sure..
so lets put a halt to everything...
=))

chubby chubb Y 22:37

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 Y

`walk with me, stand with me =))

wanxin was really lucky...
wanxin was really blessed...
when...
wanxin thought everything would go hay wire...
wanxin thought that she was a failure...

and yeah.
wanxin PASS her FTT!
woots =))
thanks lots man, wanxin's guanyinma.
=)))

bye bye.

*during some time of the day...
misses is the only word...
but nv knew, nv know.
how hard it was...
the journey, i could.

chubby chubb Y 20:17

Sunday, May 25, 2008 Y

`i'm in love with theSingapore flyer =))

had enough of the photos?
hahahahs...
the great day was spent with family and er yi family <3
this trip was supposed to be MOTHER'S DAY gift =))
pardon me for being fugly in the photos.
but...
i'm sooo in love with the singapore flyer.
great experience!
when the day turn into the night..
the view was just awesome.
everything was great besides the lousy 6 megapixel camera.
even my 3.2 megapixel phone camera is better!
hahahas..

well, its really hard to put the feeling of being up there, in the flyer into words.
you got to really experience it yourself. =))
though i find the ticket a little tad too expensive.

great day with great people doing great things.
this is when i felt the loved =))
<3

its really time to go for a hair cut.
which is this coming SATURDAY! =))
and before i go, i'm proud to present, 2 family in one photo! <33and yeah, i nv deny the fact that i'm ugly and fat in all photos.
and thus that make up the word FUGLY!

bye bye...

*both parties waiting at the wrong venue.
heart-wrenching.
chubby chubb Y 21:56

Thursday, May 22, 2008 Y

`i was wrong to think that you were different.


well..
the day has been so great so far.
the medium big lecture hall for marketing make up class was only for our class..
and spooky things starts to happen..
the lights when off all by itself and followed by the projector.
when the name "caroline" becomes "carola"
and...
when "mok choong wei" becomes "choong mok wei"
laughters would be the best results =))

the worse quiz i had to study for was ICT.
and the outcome of nothing-gets-into-the-brain had a score of 15/25!
woots! i should thanks guanyinma for that =))
and adding to the joy is that...
there's NO SCH TML!
but there always a "but"... (dont you see that coming?)
i got to chiong for marketing report.

papa plan to bring us to watch a movie tml.
but the choice of his movie is no longer screen.
thus no movie tml =((
but out for dinner tml! =))
yeah!

i think this post kinda weird.
i didnt know what the hell am i typing.
so yeah. ..
anyway, singapore flyer on sunday <33
and JUNE is coming in a week time! =))

*i was wrong.
everything changes after that.
the feeling isnt there anymore.
its such a waste.
but i know and saw the truth.
that's impossible.

i apologise cause i did a number of not so good things today.
i'm guiltiy.
and i feel bad actually. =((

chubby chubb Y 19:36

Sunday, May 18, 2008 Y

~i must survive for the coming 2 weeks!

alright, yeah.
i know i just updated yesterday.
i need to survive the next 2 weeks in order for MY JUNE to come!
i cant really wait!

however..
i dont even know how to survive through the up coming weeks.
like sooo oh my guanyinma luh!
let's seee, what's soo happening for the next 2 weeks...
-individual marketing ica report due
-NE project due
-hiragana 10 words quizz.
-tutorials to be done (as usual)
-business law ica
-business finance ica
-ICT quiz
-EFMA ica
-ECRM ica
-my FTT.

damm..
hectic shall be the word to sum it all up.
and i'm so stuck with marketing report.
where BUM Equipment webby doesnt even state their own MISSIONS and VISIONS and Coroporate Structure!
i regret choosing this company.
i should have chosen APPLE instead!

PAPA drank my lemonade =((
i offer him last night and he said "NO"..
and when i wake up this morning, less than half a bottle left!
=(( awww, my lemonade!
hahas, well nvm =))

well i gona chiong already.
wanxin must make it through.
wanxin can.
wanxin will.
so GO wanxin!
alrighty, going bonkers.

byebye.

chubby chubb Y 16:59

Saturday, May 17, 2008 Y

`the IRONMAN =))

caught this movie this afternoon with van, pet and pet's friend =))...
overall, not too bad a movie.
kinda impressive what technology can do.
after that went over to meet py for dinner.
lots of suaning session going on that excludes me =))..
and i SAW JIANWEI!
awww, my beloved junior =))

bought a litre of lemonade..
kinda random..
yeah, and i'm so gona drink it all by myself.
=))

i'm kinda moody right now..
cause someone wana force me to tell him/her something which i dont want to.
well, if you still dont know..
if i've decided to keep things within, there's NO WAY you could hear me utter a word regarding it.
forcing doesnt help either, mind you.
give my some privacy for guanyinma sake.
and because of this, i'm so gona keep everything to myself from now on.
you force me to do that.
=))

byee.

*alright, i need sometime to think over..
it's too much to handle..
nothing is impossible...
nothing is unreachable...
when i am weary...
i'll make myself stronger...

when everyone's problem become mine.
i gave up..

chubby chubb Y 22:58

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 Y

`where the great wariors and victims shall be remembered.

ohh well..
the day didnt start out normally enough...
woke up by twitsis's sms at 6 plus in the morning..
idiot!
and yes, that idiot or twit is back.

well well well.
dont get the wrong idea peeps.
we, students went to this memorial park for the sole purpose of NE project..
where it requires us to take a group picture to show that we've been there.
i wouldnt have been to this memorial park for leisure.
but was kinda impressed and at least i learnt something from this 70metres tall "chopsticks"
we stayed there for at least 2hrs going 3hrs?
all because of a girl name C who made 10 odd people to wait for 3hrs or so.
wow, she broke my record meter.
i can now wait for anyone up till 3 hrs without getting any sense of anger =))

ahhh..
how can i forget to blog about that, someone's looking or spoting me out in school..
is that someone a handsome dude or some cute looking chaps?
nah, how i wish it was.
but it was a girl named J.
(well, not jolin tsai of course. LOL!)

things happened this way......
my friend who was once J classmate told me that she's damm rich.
and i just merely told one of my friend who is now J's classmate about that.
and somehow this "news" or "rumor" got to her.
and thus she's now spoting me out in school.
well, i admit is my bad for telling people that.
i apologise and i' sorry about that...
but girl, dont you think it's a little way too serious huh?
well, i dont know what she's gona do when she found me.
we shall see then =))

the new happy family with non-stop laughters <3

*One boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight.
He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away
This was the day they'd been waiting for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world revolved around one boy, and one girl
sweet...

chubby chubb Y 23:28

Sunday, May 11, 2008 Y

`the big big feast! <33

first and foremost.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! <3
alrighty..
celebrated yesterday by having a feast!
the soup was yummy!
and the feast proved that PAPA is so much stronger than KOR! hahas
just had a chocolate peppermint cake to end this day =))
MAMA, we still love you yeah?
and next up would be PAPA'S DAY! =))

awww...
sch tml at 8am!
soo damm early luh.
monday blue~

well...
twitsis is getting all ready to set off for Bintan tml..
which means..
whole room to myself again!
YEAH!

*i hope i dont get to see you ard..
if i'm that 'lucky'...
i'm gona be so lost.
there's no reasons to carry on.
dont you think so, dude?

chubby chubb Y 22:32

Friday, May 09, 2008 Y

`one of my many hates =))


alrighty!
went out with twitsis today =))
finally, no more exams for her anymore.
went shop around and then home sweet home.

met up with wanyan and huiling to collect my tickets.
had a talk with wanyan.
its something as usual. =))
school is getting better.
and i hope everything is fine.

many things had happened within a day.
to many facts for me digest.
facts that are overly ridiculous.
facts that are totally untrue.
facts that are undoubted...
i seriously need some time to digest it all.

came across a topic today...
JEALOUS: feeling resentment against someone because of that person's rivalry, success, or advantages.
why humans would be jealous of each other?
i seriously had no idea.
and pls...
if, IF you're jealous of me...
pls shake that feelings off.
cause everyone is better than me.
i'm nobody, seriously.
i'm not worth for you to be jealous of.
so, yeah.

alrighty..
mother's day dinner tml!
YUMMY! =))
TADA! =))

chubby chubb Y 22:15

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 Y

`take me on a merry go round.

deleted the previous post.
cause it was uninteresting.
but i doubt this post will be an interesting one anyway.
hahahas.

i abhor people who's always asking questions like...
"is that really boring in sch?"
"why is it like that then?"
"why? how come? what happen?"
not that i'm reluctant to answer those questions.
is just that i find it hard to answer as you werent there with me.
and thus you cant understand what i'm trying to convey and how i feel.
and maybe this is the reason why i cant have a wonderwall =(

i think school is getting a little alright?
everything will be okay in time to come.
BE POSITIVE about it! =))
and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUAT =))

and i learn something today
and i'll share it with you guys!
cute means ugly but adorable.
ohh, aint that sad =((
hahahs!

*sometimes i really loathe myself.
because i'm bad.
real bad...

chubby chubb Y 16:39

Sunday, May 04, 2008 Y

`yeah, you get that?

hahas.
regarding the previous post.
my beloved KUANIE happened to be added by the same person.
and her conversation with him is much longer and disgusting?
wahahhs!
and so if someone by the email of handsome_dude1@hotmail.com...
pls dont accept unless you wana have some fun with him =))

alright.
school is boring.
tutorials are aliens to me.
lectures are dry.
but nonetheless 16 more weeks!

twitsis finishing her exams by thursday.
and heading to BINTAN next monday..
awww.
she gona enjoy herself already!
never mind...
MY JUNE is coming too!
=))


*sometimes i just wana get away.


chubby chubb Y 20:48

Thursday, May 01, 2008 Y

well..
a rather interesting conversation i had.
so intereting till i guess that person had BLOCKED me
yeah =))
be mindful that the conversation will be a little tad long and censor? LOL!


thechubb: hello, you are?
hello im matt: hello
hello im matt: im matt 19 this year nice to meet you
hello im matt: just wanna make friends with you if you dont mind?
thechubb: u get my email from?
hello im matt: hahas from a friend
hello im matt: but he says cannot tell you...
hello im matt: sorries.
thechubb: i know ur fren ar?
hello im matt: hmm yea i guess so?
hello im matt: aniways care to intro too?
thechubb: lol
thechubb: thats kinda werid?
thechubb: who is you friend?... tell me luh.
hello im matt: cannots lehhs.
hello im matt: sryss..
thechubb: ok then...
hello im matt: hmm just wondering btw if you want some cyber perhaps?
thechubb: cyber? wat you mean?
hello im matt: lols. nvms then
hello im matt: what you wearing now ?
thechubb: i don think there's a need to tell u that?
hello im matt: hmms? whyss?
thechubb: why do you wan to know then?
hello im matt: curious
thechubb: then... there's nth to be curious abt then =))
hello im matt: hahas
hello im matt: ask you smth can?
thechubb: ?
hello im matt: have you like err touched yourself be4?
thechubb: lol...is that a need to ans that q?
hello im matt: hahas i guess there is
hello im matt: come on... just a simple yes or no
thechubb: nah...i don think there's a need to tel you yeah?
hello im matt: aww come on
hello im matt: it'll be fun
hello im matt: just relax a lil will ya?
thechubb: nah...i don think it will be fun yeah =))
hello im matt: aww
hello im matt: u nvr knw till u tried.
thechubb: who is your friend?
hello im matt: u tell me 1st.
(tell him the ans to his dirty question)
thechubb: nah, you tell me and i will ans your q...
hello im matt: come on..
hello im matt: i knw ur dying to have some fun
thechubb: ohh well..come on
thechubb: i think you are the one who is dying to have that fun -.-
hello im matt: we can both have fun (:
hello im matt: yea, what you wearing now?
thechubb: who is he?
hello im matt: dont leave the sub 1st (:
thechubb: yeah don leave that sub first
thechubb: who is he?
hello im matt: zzz
hello im matt: come on.
thechubb: yeah come on
thechubb: who is he

and then he blocked me! hahahs
you wana play with me.
i can play along with you too =))
hahas...
if you really wana 'something' that badly
you can google or yahoo to some websites or go to some places in spore.
but seriously not in MSN with me...
wahahahs!


sch tml..
awww.. SIANS!
well..tada!
BYEBYE!
chubby chubb Y 22:29