To anyone that ever told you that you're no good, they're no better.
I'm emotionally and physically strong, 'cause baby I'm bulletproof
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sorry folks.projects are in a mess.
i apologise sincerely for what i've not done.
i apologise for what i have said that did or did not offend anyone.
i understand that everyone was in the pekcek mood last night.
i dont know why, i just feel so guilty.
sorry folks.
if i say i coudnt take it anymore.
what can i do?
i was stereotyped to be strong.
i don't have the mood to talk too.
laugh at me all you want.
mock at me all you want.
just leave me alone for the time being.
lastly.
i'm really sorry girls.
ciao.
my honey, cheer up kays.
let's try harder okays?
`NOROCI means luck, but a clover with 3 leave means unlucky.hey folks!
i'm kind of weird today.
so, yeah..
I HAVE FOUOND OUT SOMEHTHING BY LUCK TODAY!
but but but.
i'm not gona tell anyone about it.
hmmm..
maybe just one person.
=))
so many things are happening.
happening life that none could predict what come next.
and i had a really great talk with adorer on our way home.
thanks for sharing =))
just wana say that.
i wont probe regarding your devotion or any other people devotion...
but i'll always be there when you wana share it with someone =))
loves.
however,
sometimes, somthings just have to be kept within.
*someone is back on msn.
maybe i'm sooo gona be dead again.
`many many post-it to remind me of...monday - BF ICA (thanks buddha it overrr!)
tuesday - jap role play (doom for sure)
wednesday - gona chiong ICT and CRM
thursday - ICT and CRM presentation
friday - a breather for me and you =))
i need bigger memo.
i need more photos to be printed out.
i need more time to decorate my memo!
and i guess all these have to be done after 22nd August.
ohmyguanyinma.
exam in about two weeks time.
4 days of study break.
like damm.
and september is coming.
i'm dead man!
bless me, ohguanyinma.
everything will be alright.
alright folks.
i'm off to translate my jap script into english and memorise it.
damm.
ciao =))
*sometimes i just wana shun...
cause i didnt know what to do.
i think the best is to keep your mouth shut from now.
wanxin, you're seriously talking too much.
`the topic of today!me: "yeah."
mom: "see, all her friends getting married alr. when's her turn?"
me: "aiya, all got baby before married one lo. -.-"
mom: "nono, why she no boyfriend? keep choosing and choosing aiyoo!"
me: "i dont know, we want follow godma cannot ar! hahahas!"
mom: "choyyy ar! follow her (singlehood) where good! you go ask dad, married good or singlehood good."
(eeyer, mom herself wants to know dad's ans lo! -.-)
me: "dad! married good or singlehood good?"
dad: "depends."
me: "ya hor, when you single can go play around hor! can have many many flings!"
dad: "play around?! when you sick, see whether there's anyone take care of you not! or when you die, see whether who help you prepare funeral!"
me: "aiyooo. choyyy. hahahahs!"
see, my two folks are soo cute luh!
been so long since i was being fetched home from school.
yeah, thanks folk! =))
<3
sch was was great towards the last lecture.
cause it somehow serve as a BM0710 gathering..
hahhas.
everything feels soo familar, all of the sudden.
=))
mug for efma paper last night.
5hrs of sleep.
ohmyguanyinma.
thus...
ciao. =))
* suddenly, everything's so weird.
suddenly, i wana avoid everyone.
suddenly, i wana be a mute.
suddenly, i wana....
BAH! randomness.
yeah, time to part folks.be gone.
and i try to front like 'Oh well'
but no matter how i do.
its gona be soo hard.
when everyone's problems become mine.
and when everyone's nonchalant about everything.
i certainly gave up.
ciao =))
[ *i'm happily typing this post away.
not as moody as you, folks thinks.
wanxin isnt that weak.
she's as strong as ever. ]
~a planner to remind myself.i'm suppose to remind myself about:
today - marketing tut and efma tut must be done.
monday - marketing presentation.
tuesday - law presentation.
thursday - ICT quiz.
friday - efma ICA.
omg.
hectic.
pimples.
darker circles.
bigger eyebags.
omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.
i'll be away tml.
no sleeping till late afternoon tml.
text me if there's something urgent.
for instance, project.
and i'm afraid of september!
till then, ciao.
* speak up for youself at times.
let them know, you're not that easy to mess with.
i promised to help if i could.
unknown folks, give me a break.
please?
and decided not to talk.
you better not know the reasons why.
just dont ask for my comments.
ohhh man. know your limits.
and know where you stand.
seriously speaking, i know we cant make it anywhere.
and just say you dont trust me and my work.
i promised to fall for you, marketing.
i tried. and i know.
dammm, its impossible.
u haunt me in my dreams too.
ohhh myy! the bed is calling upon me again!
and yet, i cant turn in.
as my boy, marketing needs me more.
and i cant simply leave him in a lurch.
it's now 5:24am.
` thechubb ehhh! everything is okay.
everything is alright.
lunch was great today.
well, not the food i mean.
yes yes, the people.
hugs.
i have received many.
thanks folks =))
many many hugs today!
was raining today.
and i walked home totally drenched.
no.
not because they didnt want to bring me an urmbrella.
but yes.
it wont make any difference even if i called home as no one would bring me one anyway.
they would still claim that the rain have stopped even if it was raining damm heavily.
and yes, i didnt take it to heart seriously this time.
lesson learnt today:
time reveals everything.
especially the not-so-nice sides of human.
well, just like mine - fugly in this case.
LOL.
well, folks.
i swear i wasnt moody nor was i emo when typing this post.
i'm just tired and dread the marketing project that's gona due on friday.
maybe i should start falling in love with marketing.
well well..
someone promised to buy me a packet of milk on thurs!
well, a packet of milk is not enough!
heh heh, i demand more more MORE!
thanks, sweetheart.
<33
ciao.
*i'm always stuck in between wherever i go.
and the feeling was sooo "great".. =))
you think you know me that well?
think twice plss.
when i says i'm moody.
none was taken it.
a joke,everyone says.
dumb and guilty.
i feel hopeless as there's nothing much i could do to help.
opening a conversation in msn.
and just none replied when i'm in doubt.
everything i done were futile.
and by having none appreciating it making me feel like a fool.
i was told to walk home myself despite the heavy rain.
and mind you, i got no umbrella.
unfair, i said.
but thanks buddha, the rain stopped.
as i said.
everything is soo wrong today and that includes me.
i would wait patiently the whole day tml.
knowing that the phone just wont ring.
i heard the bed calling upon me.
but i cant sleep.
tell me..
is this life?
obviously, it is.
but before i faced the fact that it's life.
lend me your shoulder would you?
i soo wana cry my hearts out.
though i've made a promise never to shed for stupid things in life.
cause i was stereotyped to be strong.
and yes, i am.
deceiving oneself.
but no words of sympathy is needed.
thanks anyway and keep them close to your heart.
no more moody entry anymore.
chubb promises.
it's now 2:15
`everything gona be okay =)) タンワンツン = tan wan shinn
my teacher wrote my name for me in jap!
hahahas..
projects are piling up luh!
my guanyinma seh...
but my class mates are kinda funny luh!
like i was talking to one of them in msn.......
Jadoooo!!: help me do this survey thanks!!!
thechubb: don wan
thechubb: hahahhas..sure luh! np!
Jadoooo!!: thanks!!
thechubb: but next time must let me scan card first =))
Jadoooo!!: wau!!black mail!!!
Jadoooo!!: where's the consideration?
thechubb: hmmm...i will think about it =))
thechubb: should we sign a contract then?
thechubb: so tat if u didnt let me scan card first, i can sue you!
Jadoooo!!: WO!! sue me?? im the innocent part ok.. u threaten me! bully!
thechubb: where got... u bully me =((
Jadoooo!!: or so nw u lie!! i gt EYE witness ok! n gt cct camera!! plus i look innocent..! hehhe.. the judge wld believe me
thechubb: nono, the judge is my father!
thechubb: hahahhahahaas
Jadoooo!!: wau!!the judge is my husband!!!
-.- omg, she won. hahahas..
and today's MOM birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
<3
and i think i'm really in love with hugs.
give me one alright folks!
dont reject me.. =))
good days are for happiness.
bad days are for experience.
thus, smiles through whatever is gona come.
keep that smile even if everything is not right.
cause, we'll be here for you. =))
ciao folks.
* i teared when they didnt know what the heaven i have to go through.
and they have been adding fuel to fire or i should say salt on wounds?
everyone's out celebrating and enjoying themselves.
while i'm here stuck with those damm projects with no one to turn to.
sick.
`i had a great day =))in love with today...
spent the whole morning with family, godma, aunt and great grand aunt.
went FURAMA HOTEL to visit great grand aunt as she' gona return to autralia tml.
its the first time we met.
she's great and friendly.
laughters filled the room.
and i just cant stop smiling..
it's really great to meet her. =))
her words are heart felt.
her hugs make me wana cry.
i hope one day i could go to Sydney and visit her in person with dad and mom.
great day, dont you think folks?
<33
got mocked at the whole morning..
=((
yes, godma is the mastermind!
booo!
hahas, but its okay..
at least every smiles =))
had a sumptuous dinner just now.
celebrating mom birthday in advance!
we love you mom!
<33
came across a blog.
and tears almost welled up.
be brave girl.
alright folks.
sch tml =((
aww....
and there's someone who kept bullying me..
you better becareful!
i will take my revenge soon!
WHAHAHAHAHAHAS =))
ciao.
* i'm falling for hugs.
give me one alright, folks?
-.-'''
i got a nightmare last night!
yes, nigHTMARE!!!
where everyone turned into a ugly ghost beside me mom and dad.
scary.
but well..
i'm so gona get a new chair tml!
(though my chair wasnt spoilt)
thanks papa! =))
hahas...
mom and twitsis are doomed!
cause godma called and none of them pick up..
hahs..
godma is sooo gona scold the heaven out of us man!
yeah no doubt, godma is fierce.
imagine who will start scolding on the first day of chinese new year?
yeah, godma did. (and we all kena =(( )
ahhahas..
dad said that his aunt's coming back from australia and wana meet us up..
i have never seen her before luh!
hahahs...excited?
probably... =))
spending quality time with family is compulsory for me.
everything is great when time are spend with them.
treasure <33
*sometimes..
i just dont feel like talking.
`it's perfect and i like the story behind this picutre. =))alrighty folks!
today has been great so far!
i've done well for business law despite i didnt study hard enough for that!
=))
jap oral test yesterday was kinda screw up!
like damm..
hahas..
well, next up ICT!
gona mug later =((
and projects seem like endless things on earth.
omguanyinma luh!
oh folks...
something to share alrighty!
new sentence learnt!
" I LOVE THE SUN FOR THE DAYS, THE MOON FOR THE NIGHTS AND YOU FOREVER..."
kinda giving us goosebump yesterday!
then we came up with a new version!
" I LOVE THE FISH FOR THE OCEAN, THE HUMANS FOR THE EARTH AND YOU FOREVER..."
hahahahs =)).
the last one!
" NEVER LET GO OF MY HANDS AND DONT EVER BE ABSENT IN MY FUTURE.."
omguanyima. goosebumps. -.-
hahahhhas..!
alrighty folks!
ciao. =))
*i've been inviting unwanted trouble recently.
ohhh my.