To anyone that ever told you that you're no good, they're no better.
I'm emotionally and physically strong, 'cause baby I'm bulletproof
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`i see no point in that.yeah folks.
too many happenings going on.
and i got no idea where should i start.
twitsis's convocation is over.
i'm so lazy to upload those photos you see.
they arent even in my lappy.
this is the only one i have.
please ignore the bad-hair-day that day.
please ignore the hay-wire dressing. (it cant be seen anyway! YEAH :))
please ignore my weird face.
in short just ignore me when you look at the photos yeah.
but never mind.
i think gona get a haircut soon.
i will feels happier after the haircut i think.
ciaos.
you must be kidding.
i see no point making myself so damm busy.
i dont know wth am i busy with.
i got no time for myself nor anyone.
i soo hope that gina will call, but she didnt.
damm her. (hahahas)
i'm so willing to work for you yeah.
i cant stayed at home all the time..
i cant work all the time.
damm there's no place for me to get some peace.
i get so angry and pissed with myself.
i get so lost.
and then i realised...
the older i get the more vulnerable i am.
cause i cant fight back those tears nowadays.
and t h a t ' s n o t m e . . . . .
`it's thechubb's beloved folks! (:
yeah folks!
i'm so in touch with the internet world again!
was working the past few days.
and i tell you.
i hate walking from cityhall mrt to suntec!
damm the distance luh!
but work was fun and boring at the same time.
the in-charge was soo cool and nice that he allow me to go off 2 hrs earlier from work.
went off 2 hrs earlier from work.
and went to the wake.
met weixiang xavier ali and desmond.
the same cocky-ness as before.
laughters is always the best result.
xavier offer to drive us home..
hahahas..
but you see, i got my very own chauffeur!
yeah, and that's daddy!
sent py home and went supper with daddy.
cause he knew i always skip dinner when i work.
and i shared my drink with him!
i know daddy really loves and dotes on us lots.
he gave me 50 bucks at the begining of the week and offer another 50 bucks to me today.
but i told him i still have the money. (even though its less than half left)
because he loves and dote on me.
he came and drive me and my friend home knowing that he would miss his tvvv show.
but it doesnt matter.
daddy is gona be smiling this coming friday.
cause its his beloved big daughter graduation day.
he's gona be so proud of her big daughter this friday.
daddy, i'm waiting for this friday too.
lets take lots and lots of photo!
and a sumptous meal after that.
gona bring daddy and mommy to eat something you folks never tried before.
daddy and mommy, we love you.
we really do.
<3
*and because i love...
i'm really afraid that they'll be gone one day.
T.T
`(click to enlarge and scare the wits outta you (: )
FIREWORKS FESTIVE!
its so pretty luh, folks!
twitsis take too much photo of the fireworks.
and it take me a long time to consolidate luh!
hahahhas..
but the fireworks still pretty!
thanks mingzhen!
today is loved!
loves <3.
ADORER came to look for me today!
hahahahs..
sweet sweet!
loves!
=))
SMARTY call me today!
sweet sweet!
loves!
=))
i'm a happy girl today..
cause the fireworks brighten my day.
=)) loves.
ALRIGHT FOLKS!
time for some ADVERTISMENT/ PROMOTIONS yeah! 
tired of wearing the same clothing everyday?
tired of bringing the same old bag everyday?
tired of having nothing new to impress others?
having hard time finding what you want yet you cant find it?
having no idea where to spend your money on?
TADA!
polly-pocket will be the answer to all the question above!
comeone girls and boys!
watcha waiting for?
click here de man!
*AHEMM!*
report my name and i think discount will be entitled!
=))
*we'll meet when the skies turn purple.
(:
`comeon' play with me!alrighty folks!
nightmare's finally over..
everything's over..
but i'm not all happy about it.
i'm somehow pissed with myself.
and i dont know why.
results will be out on 16th September.
ohmyguanyinma.
bless me. bless everyone (:
my dear folks who had just finished the exams.
rest well and sleep as long as you want yeah!
enjoy the holiday before 7th October is here.
everything aside.
FIREWORKS tml!
i got to enjoy and laugh my hearts out.
i'm in dilemma.
should i text and work for her?
damm, dilemma.
and lastly..
my dear folks...
dont forget to date me out yeah?
loves (:
ciaos
*i'm never confident..
neither in the past.
nor in the future.
and definitely not now.
soo back off before i screw you up. (:
if you think marketing was the worst exam module..
that instantly kills your brain cells...
i tell you folks...
the real boss was acutally Customer Relationship Management..
and it not only kills the brain cells..
it gona drive one to declare brain dead.
i'm soo gona hold on a litte more.
just a little more.
comeon!
WANXIN CAN!
WANXIN CAN!
WANXIN CAN!
WANXIN CAN!
WANXIN CAN!
WANXIN CAN!
folks, we all CAN!
ohguanyinma..
bless me tml will you?
though i know you will give me all the strength that i needed
but i'm soo going to give up on CRM
=((
you'll never fail to be there for me everytime
=))
ciaos
and SORRY GERMAINESARA AND FOLKS.
i break my promise.
but if in any doubt, i'm a phone call away..
provided if i can help =))
sorry girls.
`which is the real chubb? one down and four more to go!
ohmyguanyinma!
give me your strength please....
was slacking the past 2 days.
and this seriously cant go on anymore.
just 6 more torturing days and nights to go.
however, the feeling after bLaw paper was as if the holiday had arrived.
went amk today for kor's bday present!
then to bishan for sis's charles and keith.
then back to sembawang..
met 2 old folks and 2 young folks for dinner!
they're LOVED!
<3
and i'm declared sooo much poorer =(
i'm soo looking forward to dinner tml!
sumptuous meal!
as we're celebrating ah kor's bday in advance =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO KOR! =))
(you better love your present that mz sis and i bought!)
<3
ohhh well...
marketing on tuesday.
crm on wednesday.
accounting on thursday.
finance on friday.
fireworks on saturday!
holiday starts on SUNDAY!
soon soon soon soon...
IT'S ALL GONA ENDDD!
something that i said couples of days ago...
if something is made impossible.
it's not possible to be made it possible.
you got that?
=))
alrighty folks.
i got to mug later =(.
i'm soo going to mug.
let's go mug mugging mugged.
let's go study studying studied.
let's go eat eating ate to distress.
ciaos =))
*thoughts straighten.
yeah. =))
`when thechubb met theexams. =/I seriously 'love' exams to the core can!
okay okay, wanxin.
you need patience and you need to pull it through.
23rd August be awaiting for you.
GO WANXIN!
well, that's the way to keep oneself deceived
=))
all the best folks!
ciaos.
*i'll still be missing.
till no when.
and...
there was this dumb girl..
who thinks she knows and speaks ill of everything about..
the world..
the people..
the environment...
but little did she know that.
i actually know more than she do.
`money is never enough, i think..yeah folks.
catching this movie later with love one.
i think i'm gona laugh out loud there.
hope it does help me destress alittle.
these few days my folks are kind of weird.
like yesterday...
over the phone with er yi.
me: "hello!"
er yi: "hello.. ***** ar.."
* is the name they call me. =))
me: "yaa..yes?"
er yi: "no luh, i miss you ma"
-.-
me: "hahahahas......"
er yi: " you nv go out ar?"
me: "never go out lo.. go where??"
er yi: "how i know you, why you so guai one?"
me: "i'm always soo guai de luh"
packing stuffs just now...
mom: "your sis buy new bag again?!"
me: "ermmm... i dont know.."
mom: "buy this l** j*** bag"
me: "wahh! when you talk like tat one? LOL!"
what got into my 2 beloved folks at such a lunar month?
alright.
i need to study later.
i need to buy the tickets later.
i need unpack some stuffs later.
i got soo much things to do later. =(
23rd august, i'l be waiting.
till then.
ciaos =))
*i gave up literally.
pls dont appear again alright?
i've decided to disappear for weeks.
=))
i was once asked by adorer.
"dont you have someone you like?"
my answer was no.
"if you dont wana get hurt, never fall for anyone."
i said.
what i said set me pondering.
and then i realised that.
i actually love myself more than anything else besides family.
and the general rule of mine states that....
"never fall and i never will"
but rules are meant to be broken yeah?
=))
and i'm off to study and watching the NDP.
fireworks later!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
ciaos =))
*dont throw me the questions.
tell me the answer that you want too.
cause i dont know how to give a reply
(`i look kind of weird in photos and dont ask me why.)
my beloved nicholas =))
aint he sooo cute.
and he likes to lean on dad.
hahhaas.
he'll be my new hubb.
though he's chubby and cute.
he always get bullied among my nephews and nieces.
he's one kind soul really.
msn-ed me and i will tell you why.
and..
i still heart him <33
=))
well..
not all photos are up.
cause some werent in my phone yeah.
exams in 6 days time.
intensive studying mood switched.
i tends to get moody.
and chocolate therapy is in need.
thus dont come near me yeah folks.
i'm afraid i might bite.
HOWEVER...
DATE ME OUT AFTER 22ND AUGUST!
alright folks?
till then....
CIAOs :))
*shouldnt we gave up?
my presence doesnt make any difference.
sooo pls ignore me.
i'm trying very hard to be anti social.
help me ehh.
=((
`i'm mad cause i'm having second thoughts.jap E-quiz sucks luh!
ohh well..
cause i didnt know how to do it.
and end up doing it anyhow so as to get it done with.
for sure fail?
hais.
damm you. damm me.
last night.
exams start next week.
can 22nd Aug come faster?
folks, date me out after this date okay!
=D
till then..
CIAOs =))
*i dont know what got into me...
that gives me those second thoughts.
was it you?
or was it not you?
i dont really know but...
somehow i felt the....
` cant you hear mom's nagging!mom have ben nagging when she wake me up today
cause dad was ironing those clothes.
and there was no more place to hang anymore.
(opps =x)
the clothes piled up day by day outside the wardrobe
and inside the wardrode is full of clothes too.
ohmyguanyinma luh!
sooo twitsis and i pack some unwanted clothes out.
(acutally not some)
and TADA!
my wardrobe now is soo empty!
can buy more clothes already =))
twitsis's clothes on the right and mine left!
and compare the colours and style of our clothes.
you'll know that.
we come from two different world.
wahhahahahahahaahas =))
alrighty folks.
stupid post.
soo yeah =))
ciao.
*i decided not to talk anymore.
i'm sure.
and i got soo many to confess to no one.
BM0734 - BP
with the best ECRM lecture cum tutor
=))
with loves,
ahwan=))
ciao.