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Monday, October 20, 2008 Y

my dearest chubb,

i was here to confess...
confess that sometimes it just hurts that much...
i know where i stand...
but peoeple tends to perceive/mis-judge and mis-understands..
and they seriously believe in whatever they saw/heard..
when explanations doesnt helps, then why bother?

people who said "i'll be there for you", will never be there..
people who said "can i be there for you?", are just trying to make u smile momentarily.
people who said "let me share your burden", are actually there to mock at you...
people who said "if you wana pour it out, i'm always ready", are just hoping that your story could entertain them for a moment...
people who said "stay in contact okays?", are just trying to make sure that when they had no one, you'll be the LAST one that they remember.
stop being naive, my dear...
you never know whether one is true or not.
be on your guards.

i got my own reasons for not getting into one...
"comfort and companion" is what i seek for now.
if you're the one, pls tag (:
i'll loveee you like there's no tomorrow....
i promised, but would you?

and i'm not gona start the talks for these few days..
probably few months...
maybe few years...
i dont wana invite unwanted troubles...
breaking of hearts...
spoiling of moods...

words are meant to be taken back..
promises are meant to be broken...
rules are meant to be played around...
the game is at your hand now.

what's your say?

with lots of love,
ahwan (:

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p.s. i am okay! not moody at all, just that sometimes we need to face the cold hard truth and a place to, perharps pen down my thoughts. (:

-as usual, thanks folks for all the sympathy/empathy...
but do keep them close to your heart..
as long as you feel it and i know it...
that's good enough.
(:
chubby chubb Y 21:16