chubby chubb

tell me how to put up a strong front when you're on the verge on breaking down...
tell me how to smile when your cheeks feels so stiff and heavy that your face muscles just cant lift it up.
just what the hell is wrong...

at then end of the day.
the problem is always me.
the one who created the mess, the nonsense.
I was the one who's always wrong and at fault.
no doubts.

still, was that move wrong?
or nothing is right from the begining?

sarcasm is nothing yet again.

Is it a mistake to start?
tell me just what the hell is wrong with me.
the nuisance and mess i've created.

let's go back to square one.
its not you, its me.
always me.
in fault.

okays, ranting doesnt help either.
spending time catching back my slp is soo much better!
alrights!

ADIOS!

*all the sorrows...
all the joys...
all the happiness...
and the lucky 21. (:

okays folks...
I got so much to update on but i got simply no time...
I'm rushing for reports and after reports are ICAs...
sorry to those who find that I've MIA. (:

OKAYS!
PHONE DECLARE DEAD!
THECHUBB is now UNCONTACTABLE VIA PHONE!
thats all.

I am damm sad tooo.

I just need a break...
the process of counting down to the 2 weeks break seems torturing...
all i see is reports and reports and reports and reports and report and reports and reports
booo.

the unfortunate thing is...
my CARO, the motivator is no longer there to motivate me to do reports anymore!
why cant you just continue schooling with us!
awwww, caro themotivator =(
I miss you!

CIAOS! (:

*when two becomes one and one becomes two.

Everything will be okay.
Even the most unfortunate thing that could have happened to you..
we ~~ought to~~ will be okay...

what's worse?
been given attitude by someone you didnt offend when you reach your sweet sweet little comfy home despite after a long day in school..
OR knowing that a short getaway trip is cancelled during that pathetic 2 weeks holiday that you have in the upcoming june?
(and that is my last holiday for the year, mind you folks.
yes, for the year)

and there i think...
been given attitude that i dont deserve is worse.
urghhh, !#*$%*^#$&*
boooo!

you just don't know how stress out school is to me.
all you care is yourself.
everything is my fault and not yours.
whatever, sometimes i just had enough.

I hate to see the dark side of human beings.
thats how ugly it is not matter how pretty and perfect they look on the outside.

I feel so bad today.
really really bad.
sorry dude, really sorry.
thats the price i got to pay for it.
T_T

HELLO FOLKS (:
caught the ramen girl!
not too bad a movie luh dey..
damm hilarious too!
hahahahahahas!

oh well..
school isnt good.
not good to be exact.
foresee many many many individual reports to be due in less than 20 days.
okay, 15 days to be exact.
my oh my folks, kill me!

okays..
had a nightmare the previous night....
and woke up early this morning and thought there were school today.
well, how blur can I get.
I just wana get a good night sleep tonight!

ADIOS! (:

*thanks for all.
hope you enjoyed the day. (:
the day of the month.

mood swings are terrible.
I don't know what had got into me.
I'm sorry if i did offend anyone with that attitude of mine.
especially YOU.
as i said, I've never like myself.
people like me just ain't worth anyone's time.
ignore me, folks.

*I'll tell no more, no more.
back to keeping things to one.
because, people like you wont know.
because, people like you wont understand.
because, all you people know is to gloat.
thanks sooo much.

I hate the fact that i mess up my own life.
and now i need to pick myself up.
I hate to know and see the truth today.
and I hate that I'm so certain, you are out.
totally out of it.
(:

and sometimes I'm really glad..
because I always had someone.
well, perhaps unknown ones that i kept.

oh well, back to school tml.
a boring boring boring boring and challenging week i guess.
and all, we back to monday blues~

*I just wanna a getaway or a breathe taking session to go away from everything.
but it will nv happens.

HELLO FOLKS! (:
caught FRIDAY THE 13th!
not really awesome luh!

and after i finished typing that 3 sentences.
I kind of lost of words to continue typing man!
soooo...

oh well!
anyway, I'm looking forward to mother's day's dinner!
BIG FEAST FEAST FEAST!!
okays.
and i shall end this post with twitsis's picture since its been sooo long since she appear in this blog! (:

ADIOS! (:

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Friday, May 29, 2009 Y tell me how to put up a strong front when you're on the verge on breaking down... tell me how to smile when your cheeks feels so stiff and heavy that your face muscles just cant lift it up. just what the hell is wrong... at then end of the day. the problem is always me. the one who created the mess, the nonsense. I was the one who's always wrong and at fault. no doubts. still, was that move wrong? or nothing is right from the begining? sarcasm is nothing yet again. chubby chubb Y 22:25 Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Y Is it a mistake to start? tell me just what the hell is wrong with me. the nuisance and mess i've created. let's go back to square one. its not you, its me. always me. in fault. chubby chubb Y 01:03 Monday, May 25, 2009 Y HELLO folks! first and foremost, PHONE's ALIVE! (: hahahahahas! lets cut the long story short! I caught these 2 movie... both are awesome, especially night in the museum! damm funny luh dey! okays! self motivation in need sia! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! I NEED TO FINSIH CRM REPORT BY TML! YEAH BY TML! 2 reports due this week. 2 ICAs and 1 report due next week. 1 ICA the week after next. DAMM, what a life here i've got. soooo i'm sooo goooo MIA! (: okays, ranting doesnt help either. spending time catching back my slp is soo much better! alrights! ADIOS! all the sorrows... all the joys... all the happiness... and the lucky 21. (: chubby chubb Y 22:20* Sunday, May 24, 2009 Y okays folks... I got so much to update on but i got simply no time... I'm rushing for reports and after reports are ICAs... sorry to those who find that I've MIA. (: OKAYS! PHONE DECLARE DEAD! THECHUBB is now UNCONTACTABLE VIA PHONE! thats all. I am damm sad tooo. I'm just soo busy at this period of time. and don't you dare ask me why. chubby chubb Y 14:37 Monday, May 18, 2009 Y I just need a break... the process of counting down to the 2 weeks break seems torturing... all i see is reports and reports and reports and reports and report and reports and reports booo. the unfortunate thing is... my CARO, the motivator is no longer there to motivate me to do reports anymore! why cant you just continue schooling with us! awwww, caro themotivator =( I miss you! CIAOS! (: when two becomes one and one becomes two. chubby chubb Y 20:42* Friday, May 15, 2009 Y Everything will be okay. Even the most unfortunate thing that could have happened to you.. we ~~ought to~~ will be okay... chubby chubb Y 23:18 Thursday, May 14, 2009 Y what's worse? been given attitude by someone you didnt offend when you reach your sweet sweet little comfy home despite after a long day in school.. OR knowing that a short getaway trip is cancelled during that pathetic 2 weeks holiday that you have in the upcoming june? (and that is my last holiday for the year, mind you folks. yes, for the year) and there i think... been given attitude that i dont deserve is worse. urghhh, !#$%^#$&* boooo! you just don't know how stress out school is to me. all you care is yourself. everything is my fault and not yours. whatever, sometimes i just had enough. chubby chubb Y 19:09 Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Y I hate to see the dark side of human beings. thats how ugly it is not matter how pretty and perfect they look on the outside. I feel so bad today. really really bad. sorry dude, really sorry. thats the price i got to pay for it. T_T chubby chubb Y 20:08 Saturday, May 09, 2009 Y `the ramen girl (: HELLO FOLKS (: caught the ramen girl! not too bad a movie luh dey.. damm hilarious too! hahahahahahas! oh well.. school isnt good. not good to be exact. foresee many many many individual reports to be due in less than 20 days. okay, 15 days to be exact. my oh my folks, kill me! okays.. had a nightmare the previous night.... and woke up early this morning and thought there were school today. well, how blur can I get. I just wana get a good night sleep tonight! ADIOS! (: thanks for all. hope you enjoyed the day. (: the day of the month. chubby chubb Y 22:46* Wednesday, May 06, 2009 Y mood swings are terrible. I don't know what had got into me. I'm sorry if i did offend anyone with that attitude of mine. especially YOU. as i said, I've never like myself. people like me just ain't worth anyone's time. ignore me, folks. I'll tell no more, no more. back to keeping things to one. because, people like you wont know. because, people like you wont understand. because, all you people know is to gloat. thanks sooo much. chubby chubb Y 22:05* Sunday, May 03, 2009 Y I hate the fact that i mess up my own life. and now i need to pick myself up. I hate to know and see the truth today. and I hate that I'm so certain, you are out. totally out of it. (: and sometimes I'm really glad.. because I always had someone. well, perhaps unknown ones that i kept. oh well, back to school tml. a boring boring boring boring and challenging week i guess. and all, we back to monday blues~ I just wanna a getaway or a breathe taking session to go away from everything. but it will nv happens. chubby chubb Y 19:56* Y HELLO FOLKS! (: caught FRIDAY THE 13th! not really awesome luh! and after i finished typing that 3 sentences. I kind of lost of words to continue typing man! soooo... oh well! anyway, I'm looking forward to mother's day's dinner! BIG FEAST FEAST FEAST!! okays. and i shall end this post with twitsis's picture since its been sooo long since she appear in this blog! (: ADIOS! (: what will happen if i agree? chubby chubb Y 00:25*