To anyone that ever told you that you're no good, they're no better.
I'm emotionally and physically strong, 'cause baby I'm bulletproof
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we are 1.5 yrs old, 18 months, 80 weeks, 557 days tgt up till now.
indeed, like how many other couples do...
we have all sorts of ups and downs, when i say ALL sorts, it's literally ALL SORTS.
i still remember when we just got tgt, we used to quarrel every other day.
literally, it was me who's always picking faults at the smallest thing on earth.
while he, on the other hand couldnt understand what the hell am i angry or picking fault at.
it was because, the smallest thing that matters to me, doesnt matters to him.it just that simple.
and thanks to him, i've concluded that man are actually a more complicated creature than women.
we only managed to reduce our quarrels after abt a yr tgt?
and yes, we tried all means to hold on, hang on and managed to keep this relationship despite all those quarrels.
(which some are insanely mad quarrels while some are as small as peanuts)
but recently (when i say recently, it refers to a few months)
he had totally changed, changed to a better boyf of mine.
i used to complain to him about what he did wrong and what he didnt do and what he should do more.
but he couldnt even give a damm about it.
but this couple of months, he'd changed into a super loving boyf.
(which i totally had no idea what got into him.)
but one thing for sure is that, he certainly love me more as compared to the past.
very certain.
he did many things that he could have nv did.
like he said..
if you are looking for a romantic boyf, im sorry i aint one.
he's more of a ACT COOL type. (HAHAHAHS!)
but being a nasty girlf who's full of demands.
and always expecting him to do something..
how can i ever accept that fact?
therefore, it resulted in an emo / sad /angry me and that's what he can nv fathom and further more stand it.
back to recently..
there's so much of things he did for me.
which totally wholesomely melts my heart and leaving me feeling so blissful..
(but of cos, in between we still argue but no longer those insanely huge quarrels like we used to have in the past)
#1.SURPRISEEEE ♥ 
he ALWAYS give me surprise visits at my doorsteps with 2 bubble tea in his hand.
when i don expect him to turn up at my doorstep, he did.
(but at times, rarely, he did it becos i was angry and he came over to coax me)
mind you, he was staying at boon keng..
at least an hr journey if i take mrt to his house!
i remembered once, just recently (previous months or so)
he appeared at my doorstep with 10 eggtarts, 4 buns, 2 bubble tea and, nacho and cheese.
(obviously, he lie and said he was napping but meanwhile he took 2 hrs to travell all over to get all these stuff)
he texted me and ask me to open door, but i didnt believe it at all!
(cos we always play such games when texting hahaha!)
if your boyf appeared at your doorstep when you least expected, will you be surprised?
will you feel love?
will you feel touched?
YES, I DID! ♥
i was head over heels with him.
#2.SING SONG TALK COCK♥
there was this period where i was hooked to the song..
"Just The Way You Are" by Bruno Mars...
the song lyrics was awefully sweet and touching.
and i introduced it to him, and randomly and casually i said:
"i will marry whoever who sing it to me!"
and next, he went home.
youtubed the song, learnt it and sang parts of it to me.
and he even posted on my facebook wall part of the lyrics which says...
(original lyrics: "when i see your face, that's not a thing that i would change cos you're amazing just the way you are)
he wrote: "when i see your face..."
i replied: "why? got somethings?"
he replied: "that's not a thing that i would change.."
okays, MELTS totally.
still remember he claim that he wasnt romantic at all?
to me, this is romantic.
"when you can feel the love, its romantic"
"when you can be with the one you love and love you in return, its romantic"
yet again, if your boyf sing those sweet lyrics to you and mean it will you be surprised?
will you feel love?
will you feel touched?
YES, I DID! ♥
again, i was head over heels with him.
#3. FATTY ISSUES ♥ 
as a girlf, neither am i pretty nor do i have a sexy toned body.
all i got was layers and layers of fats around my tummy arms legs face all over.
and yes, since fats form ard..
how could a fatty be pretty?
and i was all depressed and inferior..
and all my mom could do was BRAG about how fat i was infront of everyone.
whoever it is doesnt matter to her, just everyone or rather ANYone.
even the cashiers at NTUC.
and she would nag E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y, about dieting and reminding how the hell fat i am.
(if you dont know how depressed some fatties feel, try eat till like us and you will know how it feel totally!)
despite mom being OVERLY concerned, it stress me out even more to get rid of those weight.
and make me lose my patience even more.
cos, i cant stand her naggings anymore.
nagging EVERYDAY is a little way too much, mygod.
and it came to a day (recently) i couldnt take it anymore.
i almost end up crying to myself.
and he saw it, he know how sad i was, he saw the tears in me.
he hugged me in the kitchen when everyone's in the living room.
and he said..
"darling, you're the prettiest in my eyes no matter what becos your heart's pretty.
no matter what happen, i will be with you.
no matter how fat or ugly you are, i still love you alot."
tears welled up immediately.
i was really really touched, thankful and grateful that buddha had allowed us to meet 18 months ago.
if your boyf or any guy tell you so, will you be surprised?
will you feel love?
will you feel touched?
YES I DID! ♥
and yes again, i was head over heels with him.
#4.FETCHING ♥
he always fetch me whenever whereever he can.
last week he woke up early and fetch me and sis to work.
you know, ERP was damm ex in the morning.
and a journey from my house to town (where me and sis work) can amounted up to 10 bucks!
but still, he offered to fetch me. ♥
and you know how much i hated to squeeze in that MRT with strangers..
bearing all kinds of smells and stunns they put up.
the BEST was when someone farted!
and the whole cabin was !!@#^*&!#!@! smelly!
and last thurday, i've got an interview at 9.30am at bugis.
and yes, HE FETCHED ME despite he was all tired and rushing for time!
and today, i tender for my new temp job.
i reached the office at 8.45am and break the news to my boss at 9am.
and by 9.15am i was told to leave on the spot.
(reason being that they find it no point to keep me since my mentor wasnt in and i guess they are being budget too! oh well)
9.15am, i texted him.
"they asked me to leave now =("
all he replied was...
"darling, you wait for me at KOI, we go buy KOI! i come now, u wait ahh"
MEGA SWEET! he's rushing down just to comfort me.
cos he knew i dont feel good being "dismissed"
and most importantly, he just woke up.
but KOI dont open that early ar, so we had breakfast instead.
awesome!
and when he came the first thing he did was comfort me.
he sayang me ♥
when your boyf or any guy does that to you, will you be surprised by his actions?
will you feel love?
will you feel touched?
YES I DID! ♥
I was head over heels with him again!
and lastly, our night msg (means last msg to end the day) is becoming more and more loving and touching everynight!
this is love.
my love.
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BABY
thats the resaon why i love you, baby.
and always fighting to keep you and us together no matter how insanely huge our quarrels was.
thanks for holding on to me, not letting go.
thanks for tolerating all my nonsenses emoness and saddness.
our love is a blissful one certainly, and im definetly thankful to buddha.
with that, we vowed the vows and walked the walks.
we made a pact.
♥