Should I fight for our love for this long
♥It's getting harder to shield this
pain in my heart...
♥ The One ♥


the chubby chubby chubb
To anyone that ever told you that you're no good, they're no better.
I'm emotionally and physically strong, 'cause baby I'm bulletproof

Y Y Y
♥ Gossips Sharing ♥


♥ Lovely Sweethearts ♥

cornets tabitha kaileng reuben jianwei kangrong pingrong liuqing jasrel shirlynn shirlynn.lj marilyn sister mingzhen diana vennesa benny hanpin jayis shingyi geralene sweetie peiying meixuan shizari kahhar evon jacklin liling yuyao tzuchen isaac fengyi liangqin germaine shuwen caroline lynn zhihui angelyn chunfu jeraldine lynda wanyan choongwei andy henna renee andy&weave yanhua samantha anita yenfenn prisca joanna fatin

Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace

♥ Time Of Yore ♥

November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012

Monday, January 31, 2011 Y

Sometimes i hide with your picture
Which i know i should've thrown away
But still i try to deny that i feel
Nothing when i see your face

Tears and months and years have gone
Most of time, yeah, i stayed strongit's ok, i'm ok
And i know that it isn't right
But sometimes is so hard to fight
Do not think of you every day and night
I miss what could, could have been
Late night calls that never end
I'm ok, i'm ok
I miss how you would hold me close
Like you'd never let me go
I'm ok, i'm ok
Your smile, your touch is in the past
Accept the fact you're never coming back
Oh no
I miss that love, loving you, miss everything
But here's the truth, I don't miss missing you
It's ok ... ok
I can't forget the day you left
Wish this pain was just make believe
Oh my heart breaks, now i'm missing
Why can't we rewrite our history?
Didn't know how i would feel
I thought that i would never heal
I'm ok i'm ok
Yeah, i moved on with my life
But sometimes is so hard to fight
Do not think of you every day and night
I miss what could, could have been
Late night calls that never end
I'm ok, i'm ok
I miss how you would hold me close
Like you'd never let me go
I'm ok, i'm ok
Your smile, your touch is in the past
Accept the fact you're never coming back
Oh no
I miss that love, loving you, miss everything
But here's the truth, I don't miss missing you
Silence and unspoken words been so long it shouldn't hurt, but it hurts
If you ever think of coming home stay away i'd rather be alone, alone, alone
Cause baby
I miss what could, could have been
Late night calls that never end
I'm ok, i'm ok
I miss how you would hold me close
Like you'd never let me go
I'm ok, i'm ok
Your smile, your touch is in the past
Accept the fact you're never coming back
Oh noI miss that love, loving you, miss everything
But here's the truth, I don't miss missïng you
It's ok ... ok
it hurts, but you chose to go.
chubby chubb Y 18:25

Y


caught.

chubby chubb Y 18:18

Tuesday, January 25, 2011 Y

caught burlesque with baby last friday or last week and i forgot when?
LOL!
and i tell you, BURLESQUE is AWESOME!
omgggg! freaking nice!
i were to watch 10 times and dont get sick of it!
:)


and things has finally settled.
and i'm back to be a happy girl.


perhaps, still alot more to take and alot more to give and alot more to accomdate.
but well, i know we can change...
change into a better person :))
chubby chubb Y 19:48

Sunday, January 16, 2011 Y

caught




谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后


我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天
有一天都会停的


让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有遗憾


谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱
我以前的一句是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后


我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑怎么说 怎么说都没有
救亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等对方先说找分开的理由


谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦


谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后


我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

chubby chubb Y 22:03

Saturday, January 15, 2011 Y

CAUGHT :)

chubby chubb Y 22:45

Friday, January 14, 2011 Y

okays, its gona be an emo post ahead!
soooo dont waste your time...

move your cuteee little cursor to the top right hand corner and click the X.
thank you :))
(but anyway, no ones ever come here also well.)

i think life's a bitch or rather sucks the hell outta me.
hahahah!
i guess everything is predestined.
2011 will be a harsh and terrbile year for me.
but well, i gotta go through it no matter what right?
not as if i can end my life as and when i wanted it.
becos, everything is predectined.

every single one in my life now has the upper hand.
while i'm at the lower hand.
trust me, it doesnt feel good at all.

listening to all sorts of command and having someone controlling over you...
whats more, they aint your effing boss.
sooo pls people.
go fly kite and catch your own balls.


buddha, you know i dont really wish for anything.
just for this year to be smooth sailing and have my love ones love me and i love them in return.
(but you know my love nv declines, when i say nv, marked my words)

but well.
sometimes your loves one may go hay wires too.

to me..
LOVE is a pretty scary word
(regardless is it lover, friends, family, ANYONE)

Love.
a word filled with all kinds of emotions from loving happiness adoring to hatred faded saddness
a word that changes ppl, from good to bad to the worse or the oppsite.
a word that could makes your day or break it
a word that lonely ppl envy and jealous for.
a word that heartbroken ppl yearn for.

sometimes i really dont understand why.
there are like millions of ppl in this world, for ppl to meet and establish a relatinship isnt easy.
but just cant why ppl treasure each other and cherish the ppl around you?
and you will be crying your effing hearts out when they are gone.
why?

yes, i treasure everyone.
but the ppl around me beg to differ.
as in they dont treasure me being a friend, family member nor a lover.
i'm perhaps just a nobody around them.
everytime i find myself, lagging behind, left alone.

my heart is numb..
my being is tired.
physically and emotionally tired and numb.


putting in efforts doesnt pay off.
the one who cares lesser in a relationship is the one who has the upper hand.

i just need somebody to lovee~ (justin bieber)
HAHAHAH

*shut the effing up if your have some unkind words up ur mouth, i dont need them.

CIAOS.

chubby chubb Y 20:39

Tuesday, January 11, 2011 Y

caught this!
damm funny can!
hahahaha!
thumbs up up up
!


alrights!
gona bid goodbye to baby's kia coupe alr! =(
and welcome toyota camry!
CIAOS!
chubby chubb Y 12:17

Sunday, January 09, 2011 Y


okays..
i'm pretty lazy to blog currently!
just celebrated my 22nd forever 18th bday last wed with baby!
then straight after that, on thurs...
set off to genting with rmit peeps!
so yeah...
will update on those soon!


meanwhile...
caught this with baby last wed!

not too bad luh, surprisingly!
but no one was watching it!
the whole cinema only got us -.-

hahahah!
alrights!
till then CIAOS!

DREAD SCHOOL TML! =(

chubby chubb Y 18:39

Sunday, January 02, 2011 Y

caught the tourist with B just now.
and now he's aslp in my bed. LOL.
this movie was not that bad!
a twist in the story line!
(:
thumbs uppp!


alrights, back to sch tml.
kinda having a mixed feelings.
but well, when the next holiday arrrives..
i will be on the plane to TAIWAN! "
at least something to look forward too.
(:
***********************************************



kinda confused too.
many things happened.
things that should happen never did.
but things that shouldnt happen did happen.


SIGH.
life's a drama but it a drama.
how am i or rather what can i do to make this drama a happy ending one.
but i do promised to wait.
my promised to guanyima.
as long as you heard me.
i'd promised to do whatever i promised to.


but things don really look that good anyway.
are you hinting me to give up?



sigh.
2011, you sucks.
chubby chubb Y 16:59

Saturday, January 01, 2011 Y

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY ONE!

Alrights, seems like everybody who's blogging is summing their 2010 life..
so i thought, since i have got nth better to do now..
why not blog about my own summary for 2010!?
so yupps, here it goes!


2010...

celebrated my awesome 21st bday!
with the blessing of my family and friends who attended the partay!
♥ THANKS SO MUCH PEEPS!



followed by graduating from NYP!
with family and baby attended my convocation.
and i had flowerss, pretty daisies! ♥
THANK YOU MOM DAD SIS BABY!



after graduating, i set on my path to SIM - RMIT.
kind of neutral with it since im already in there!
met all kinds of friends and besties!
and up coming genting trip with them! ♥



before school started, found a job in City Development Limited (CDL).
i had a awesome time there with the people.
the people are nice and awesome! ♥
but certainly not the work load.


CAME THE GOOD NEWS!
SIS GOT ATTACHED!
but attached to a DD. (dumb dumb)
HAHAHAHAH!




then followed by our 1 year anniversary with baby! ♥
but soon gona 2 yrs alr! our relationship grew better and stronger.
he may not be the perfect guy in this world.
he does has his flaws and all.
but he's the only one who treated me right, giving me all the love he could..
pampering me and showering me with flowers, FOOD and more FOODS!
he was the one for me. ♥



after a 2 months temp job in CDL, time to bid goodbye to them!
and helloooo my HOLIDAYS TRIPSSS! ♥
went to BATAM with dad mom and baby..

BATAM was really nice, i mean a good place to let down ur worries and stresses..
and really really relax and enjoy yourself...
but the weather was terribly hot!
and the ralph lauren and polo ralph tees there are freaking cheap and ALL AUTHENTIC!
great deals!



weeeks after back from BATAM..
set off to Kuala Lumpur (KL) with baby...
4 days 3 nights and we meet adorerwheelynn there for dinner! ♥
had a really crazy time there.
SHOP TILL WE DROP LITERALLY!
awesome trip baby!
and after all this awesome trips!
SCHOOL OFFICIALLY started! -.-'''


school didnt start up right initially but gradually things became better!
and i passs all my modules this time round!
having those torturing nights, gulping redbull, pocari sweat and coffe down my throat!
trust me, all this taste disgusting tgt!!
but im glad to have pass it all!
with all kinds of grades..
1 HD, 1 D, 1 C and 1 P...
ahahahahas!


then sis sponsor me to go for JAY CHOU concert!
cos she wana go badly!
and yea...we had a double date! hehhe


in the mid july or so..
baby's dad invited me to join them for a hong kong trip!
as they had an extra ticket!
i was like HONG KONGGG! I WANA GOOO! =x
hahahahs, sooo i set off with them!
HONG KONG WAS AWESOMEEEE!
it was a 6 days trip!
but HK was tooo hot -.-
but still, the food and things there are like cheap and nice only!
especially the branded there...


then, exams are here..
mug mug mug mug mug and only mugg.
then when holidays are here..
work work work work work and work only!
been a 3 days temp at RecruitExpress payroll department cos sis department needs help!
so i agreeed to it.


after that, found a job at USAG.
omg, cannot make it (i mean me)
the work was really really killing me just since day 1 of work.
ppl there besides shawn, the secretary and sujuan, the others sucks.
DAO like SAI, machaim their mouth made of gold.
so come up with a decision, told the boss the next morning.
okaysss, "then you can go home now alr" was what they say since sujuan(my mentor) was on MC on that day and nobody could teach me too!
i was like "......"

text baby and baby woke up immediately and rush down to accompany me and give me some comfort.
we had mac for breakfast and parted! ♥



then after soo much of a drama..
came another jobb!
AIG hired me!
the workload was okays, people there were awesome!
i literally love them so much!
not to mention the distance from my house to the office. -.-
much love! ♥



then i spend my last day of 2010 with AIG peeps and BABY!
and came home early and give compaion to that 2 folks at home!

thats all.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!
MAY THE NEW YEAR BLESSED EVERYONE AHEAD! ♥
chubby chubb Y 16:40

Y

caught GULLIVER's TRAVEL ytd!
super nice can!
keep laughing and laughing!
awesome!!!


hehehe
alrights!
ytd was my last day in Chartis also known as AIG.
i will really miss the ppl there!
MEILING VALERIE WEN KAI WEE SHIUN BELINDA SHUHUI AIHUA MEIYIN SHERLY(assisting manger) and ELEANOR (manager)!
thanks for all the guidance and all!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


and im dreading sch to reopen on monday!!
=(
but neh mind, 1.5 yrs more to graduation!!!
JIAYOU!


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
chubby chubb Y 16:26